Tessa:)

YSunday, September 28, 2008' 00:10

26/8 (Friday)
Worked with YY today at CPS. He is indeed a good trainer. Plus, he's really nice as he offered to drive me to the main road at Tampines to hail a cab back to office:) Afterwhich, trained down to Tampines to meet Michelle! Went to dine in at The Central and had a wonderful talk. I'm glad that she's doing fine now. Yes, she is really strong. Keep going! She was really nice as she paid for the meal again. Felt so ps..(laughs) And guess what, this girl is getting prettier..Guys, please take action now before it's too late!;]

Michelle

Shot 1

Shot 2

24/8 (Wednesday)
Accompanied Karche at Cedar Girl's before meeting Precious at PS. Felicia was supposed to join us but something bad happen, Precious is not feeling so happy these days too. Cheer up girls! We want to shop but must we had to wait for our pay to come. (sighs) Yup, we took pictures to kill while waiting for our food to arrive. We tried the taiwan ice too;] Mango and Durian Ice. The durian is FANTASTIC! Give it a try peeps:) Before meeting Precious, I went over to Karche's place to chill. Her dogs are soooooo CUTE!!Especially Murphy who sneeze on my feet. (laughs) I was scared at first but at the end of the day, I realised that they don't bite or bark! That's why I think they're wonderful:) Painted my nails as she has a wide varities of colours. (laughs) Alright, shall let the pictures do the talking:)

Karche's sirloin steak and pasta

We are waiting..

Yummy:]

That's Gorgeous

Precious and Gorgeous

Tessa and Precious

Take 2:)

Tiger claws!!

The 2nd tiger claws

Not forgetting the third ones..

Precious:]

Cheer up!

YMonday, September 22, 2008' 18:19

19/09 (Friday)

Celebrated Long Ge and Kaisen's birthday today. So before we met, I went out with Karche(Elsie) to shop for Long Ge's present. Had such a great time chilling at coffee bean. Hope that she's feeling much better now:) We ate at the Japanese restaurant called Azabu at The Central (clark quay). Well, the main dishes aren't that nice. Desserts are better:)Finally! I saw Dillon and Felicia. Especially Felicia, miss her soooo much! Afterwhich, Kenneth and coach Marcus joined us:)

That's my Karche:)

Chilling at coffeebean

The wierd jeans

Say hi!

Kar Che being camera shy

Yeah:)

Long Ge and Gorgeous

Preious and Me:)

Deep Fry Ham and Cheese

Seafood Cold Ramen

Teriyaki Chicken Bento

Dillon's curry pork cutlet rice

Long ge eating. DO NOT DISTURB(laughs)

Ice cream with sweet potato balls( Special)

The guys shared the Special

Ice cream with red bean and baked sweet potato

That's the Precious:)

She's so obsess over the sunglasses

Precious Peiluan

Gorgeous Karche

From left: Precious, Gorgeous, me, Sexy

The 2 coaches:)

Where should we go next?

21/9(sun)

Got forced by my mum to Yum Cha with my grandma and uncle. I was so reluctant despite loving to go yum cha. I'd decided to dress up but who knows, I screwed things up. (laughs)

Going out?? No..can't wear like this

My cousins:)

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The last pic of a couple

Thanks for being there,especailly when I was in the worst state. Things have come to an end. Don't worry, I'm fine. I believe that things should be better this way. You're a great guy. Far too good. I don't deserve such a nice person. I wish you all the best. You should have a better girlfriend and I'm sure you can find one soon. Nothing lasts forever though we want it to.The road ahead holds different dreams for me and you. Sometimes goodbye, though it hurts in your heart,is the only way for destiny, sometimes goodbye though it hurts, is the only way now for you and me. Though it's the hardest thing to say, I'll miss your love in every way. I'll live my life well..Don't worry peeps:)

YFriday, September 19, 2008' 01:31

Friday (19/8)

Hello peeps:) Well, went to work this 2 days, Tampines Primary on wednesday and East Spring on thursday. It was a good one except that the stupid microphone is not working well. Thankfully, the trainers, Andrea & Jason were not too bothered about it. Had a great time working with them too:) One thing that I love working in this comapny is such that I can really benefit alot of skills from the trainers, Thank you Kar Che (Gorgeous) for recommending me this job. Love ya:))(oops, that's how we share our love right:)) Went to shop for KS present in Orchard together with Kar Che before meeting Precious and then we headed for training. I've got no partners during training. It is rather obvious that they refused to be my partner. I just want to let them know that I'm not weak. Don't keep away from me.

Had a great time talking to Candice at East Spring. Learnt alot and understand many things too. But there are still some things that's still bugging me. I love going out these days. Especially with all my friends and Kar Che. However, I don't look forward in...Alright, I'll leave it as a secret. Kar Che knows about it. Am I too much? I think I need to really think about it. I finding faults instead of resolutions. Ok..Shall stop here..

YMonday, September 15, 2008' 20:57

16/9
Starving now..but have to control..Cos my gastric is going to attack soon. (laughs) Don't worry, I'm not on diet. Just that my gastric attack on sunday after gorging down the mooncake. Couldn't even stand up straight after eating it and in the end, I vomited. Yup, I vomited the mooncake. Had my dinner at 9 as my work ended late. I was still feeling hungry despite eating a big bowl of potatos and vegetables and so, ate peanuts and mooncake. Mum agrees that I should control too or else I'll hurt my gastric. Come to think of it, I'm rather happy as it has been a long time since I last vomited. So now, I don't really snack in the afternoon and I'll wait for dinner. However, I kept looking at the time. How can I stop myself from it? Can someone help me?

Gorgeous is now Kar Che( sister in cantonese). (laughs) We read the blog on the best food in Singapore and we were drooling. Yup, we'll go there one day right?( being greeedy) Ok..I'm so lazy to go out nowadays. Maybe I'll go out just for good food:) right? Alright..So if you wanna ask me out, maybe it's just for a meal or something.My big brother, (Howard) is going to bring me out for good food. Can't wait for the day.LOL!!! Pictures will be up soon:) Stay tuned:)

Results are out. Didn't do well this sem. I know what's the reason behind and I will not let it happen. GPA dropped by 0.1. Time to buck up and go back to the 06 Tessa:) Treat me as the 06 Tessa. Don't treat me like the 08 Tessa anymore.

YSunday, September 07, 2008' 18:48

Hello peeps!Well..Some updates of the week. Went Vivo with Eleen on thurs and did window shopping before heading for training. I fell in love with this pair of jeans that cos $133 from River Island. The sweater from Pull and Bear was nice too. However, it cost $80. Although I want them, I find it kind of expensive so shall not think about it. It's a want afterall, not a need.That's what I've learnt. Eleen bought a Lonsdale shorts which costs $42 I think.Had a great time slacking at Vivo and we had a great talk.Training was fun:)) Had such a great time but had muscle cramp after that! Poor me.

This bag is cool k..Can be a handbag or a sling bag..

VIVO!!

;)

VIVO;]

Eleen

The drink that gives you ENERGY!

Eleen and President Kaisen

President trying to act camera shy

My hand mixer;]

That's Timpani

As for yesterday, I went to watch a movie called My Sassy Girl. I think it's very romantic. Triggered some thoughts of mine. Some promises I made and some things that I'd lost. But I believe I can find the things that I'd lost. It'll come back to me soon right? The promises that I made..I can still remember. Alright, had such a great time with my gorgeous and precious:] So much fun and laughter! Dine at Thai Express after the movie as Precious wanted Tom Yum soup.

As for today, I bake cookies:) Not too bad..but there's still room for improvement:[Hopefully there'll be some good news this week!

Chocolate Chip Cookies

Jam Drops

The movie that I watched yesterday.

Labels: First week of holidays

YTuesday, September 02, 2008' 21:17

Hi there..Well, went Kbox with Timpani and Mum today. Went for the K lunch which means it's from 11 to 2. Timpani and I sang our favourite cantonese songs of course cos we do not know any recent chinese songs.( laughs). Recalled so many memories.

Yup..it's those days in SRJC. Ken would organise the OG outing and most of the time we'll be going to K box. I'll always be singing that Candy Lo's song where she sang it with Lee Hom. So Ken, who claims that he's the K box king would sing the song together with me although I complain that he spoilt the song. (laugh..Cos I told him that I should be singing with my prince charming or someone who's good looking. oops, hope he doesn't read this post.:)) How I wished Edison or someone who looks like him can sing this song with me. (laughs)

I prefer the K box in Hong Kong. It's called green box, red box or Neway there. Aunt Vicki will always bring Timpani and I there whenever we go back. And the facilities and price is definitely much better than here. They do have a wide variety of food for us to choose too. Really miss all these memories.

I'm really feeling so bored at home. The people from the job agency hasn't called yet. I told mum if I were to go back Hong Kong last week, I should be enjoying myself now. Initially, we planned to go Shanghai to accompany Daddy but it was being cancelled. I planned to go back Hong Kong but they said no although I agreed after that. I really want a job fast but she doesn't want me to work. I wanna bake cookies and cakes but she said no. I believe she just doesn't understand how I'm feeling now.

All I can do now is to think of the past. Those happiest moment that I had. Especially with this special bunch of people. It may be a few years back but at least it has taken a place in a part of my memory. Thank you so much. I believe all these memories will replay although chances are low. I'm still waiting..and I'll continue to wait..Days pass but these memories will not fade..

YMonday, September 01, 2008' 20:52

I simply just don't understand why she's stopping me from working. She said ok initially but when the job agency called to tell me that they should be able to offer me a position as a customer service relation assistant, she refused. I believe I need to try out new things instead of working those that I'd done before. I know it's tough or maybe I will hate the job after accepting it but I think it's all about having that experience.

Training is starting but she says I can't go for the time being. I know she's worried but I love going for training so why can't she let me go? I sound stubborn. Yes, I am stubborn. I want to have the income shop around. I can't rely on my savings. I don't wanna rely on her too. Daddy is workng so hard to support the family and I want to lighten his work load. Why don't they understand that staying at home is really boring. All I do is just slacking around and eating. I wanna go overseas but they said no. So what am I suppose to do? I can't even go to the gym.

I hate this. Why can't they let me try..I am turning 18 in about a month's time. I know, they still see me as a ten year old girl but I must grow up now. Everyone lost trust in me eversince a few months back but I want to regain their trust. No one believes me. But I know there's at least one who will stay by my side, supporting me..Encouraging me..Lending me a helping hand..Believing me despite me being so obstinate breaking those promises over and over again. Thank you so much. I know..I must be self-reliant. I created all these nonsense..I'm to be blamed but I know that this special one has never given up on me. I can always feel the presence of this special person. Once again..thanks:)