YSaturday, January 31, 2009' 18:56
Hi there. BQD went to Shifu's place today.
Had lots of fun and of course, we watched the videos of some of our seniors sparring.
Some of them played cards after eating while the rest did their own stuffs.
A rather short post as I'm busy these few days in helping mummy and some other stuffs.
Simon and Wenxun
Old old president zhenwei:]
Ronald
Gorgeous Karche and me
Sexy, Gorgeous and Tessa~~~~~~
Went for running yesterday.
Quality of air is really bad nowadays.
I couldn't breath suddenly while running.
Everything turned black suddenly.
Think my asthma is back.
But it can't be..
Never mind..
Seems that I need to exercise more to relief stress.
Shall go to the gym again.
That's all..
Went for running yesterday.
Quality of air is really bad nowadays.
I couldn't breath suddenly while running.
Everything turned black suddenly.
Think my asthma is back.
But it can't be..
Never mind..
Seems that I need to exercise more to relief stress.
Shall go to the gym again.
That's all..
Labels: Shifu's place
YThursday, January 29, 2009' 22:32
It's the last day of night class.
Lessons ended early before night class.
Went AMK Hub as WeiHao had cravings for Pepper Lunch.
Didn't have the appetite to eat.
I'm glad that I had the sudden craving for Mr Bean's Ice cream
Sardi gave me half of his share as he couldn't finish it.
Oh ya..Mr Pang gave us red packet. He's really nice!
Cabbed home after lesson
Munch on cookies and pistachios once I reached home
So many things happening..What should I do?
Text darling Kaiwei during lecture.
I'm glad that she was there.
She told me I could give her a call like what I usually do when I'm feeling down.
But I told her I can't cos I know I''ll cry once I hear her voice.
Thanks Darling!
Everyone is busy with PI &C logbook.
Everything is done. Resume, peer appraisal, logbook.
It's common test next week.
I need to mug!
I need to focus.
Please Ms Tessa Tang. Just let go..
It's getting from bad to worse.
It will get even worse if this carries on.
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I'm like Daddy's secretary now.
Helping him to check his email and replying them.
Will I get paid? (I hope so:])
Can't wait for my driving lesson...
Hopefully my instructor won't vomit blood on this 3rd lesson. (laughs)
Found out that I took so many pictures with Valval..
I think the one below is one the first picture taken.
Lessons ended early before night class.
Went AMK Hub as WeiHao had cravings for Pepper Lunch.
Didn't have the appetite to eat.
I'm glad that I had the sudden craving for Mr Bean's Ice cream
Sardi gave me half of his share as he couldn't finish it.
Oh ya..Mr Pang gave us red packet. He's really nice!
Cabbed home after lesson
Munch on cookies and pistachios once I reached home
So many things happening..What should I do?
Text darling Kaiwei during lecture.
I'm glad that she was there.
She told me I could give her a call like what I usually do when I'm feeling down.
But I told her I can't cos I know I''ll cry once I hear her voice.
Thanks Darling!
Everyone is busy with PI &C logbook.
Everything is done. Resume, peer appraisal, logbook.
It's common test next week.
I need to mug!
I need to focus.
Please Ms Tessa Tang. Just let go..
It's getting from bad to worse.
It will get even worse if this carries on.
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I'm like Daddy's secretary now.
Helping him to check his email and replying them.
Will I get paid? (I hope so:])
Can't wait for my driving lesson...
Hopefully my instructor won't vomit blood on this 3rd lesson. (laughs)
Found out that I took so many pictures with Valval..
I think the one below is one the first picture taken.
Grandma told me that I've got an aunt in San Francisco.
Well..Not really blood related.
Yes..She's the toddler below.
Grandma's cousin's daughter.
Her cousin is younger than mummy.
30+ if I'm not wrong..
Timpani and I find her really cute!!
Well..Not really blood related.
Yes..She's the toddler below.
Grandma's cousin's daughter.
Her cousin is younger than mummy.
30+ if I'm not wrong..
Timpani and I find her really cute!!
Labels: last night class
Y' 00:37
I know I need to let go
It isn't as easy as what I thought afterall.
But never mind.
Tessa is strong.
Yes I know..It's time to say goodbye.
It isn't as easy as what I thought afterall.
But never mind.
Tessa is strong.
Yes I know..It's time to say goodbye.
Labels: Let go
YMonday, January 26, 2009' 23:43
26/1 (Monday)
Happy CNY readers:]
I'm sure may of my friends are out for visiting by late morning.
As for me, it's still the same.
My family will usually go to my grandma's place in the evening.
So morning and afternoon is somehow a normal day for us.
Before heading to grandma's place, we went Kallang Mac again:]
An every year thing on the first day of CNY.
Well..actually it's because Timpani and me are rather fussy over the food being prepared.
So my parents will usually bring us to Mac so that we can at least grab a bite.
As for dinner, we had steamboat.(as usual again)
Didn't really eat much as the food was kind of common.
Yes..common as in Hong Kong, my aunts prepare nicer food.(oops!)
After dinner, Cous Vivian, Regina and Edwin played mahjong with Timpani.
(Sighs) As I don't know how to play mahjong, I went to chat with Cous Cadence.
I was still feeling hungry so I finished up the cake bought by my aunt mingli from Crystal Jade.
It was FANTASTIC!
I kept complaining to daddy as mummy forgotten to place order from there this year.:[
Cous Edwin was supposed to modify my PSP.
But due to some wireless problem, he had to do it another day.
My PSP is really dying.
Cous Vivian is getting slimmer but in the wrong way.
Yes..I foresee her being like me a few months back.
She starves herself almost everyday.
I told mummy and she talked to her.
She claims that she won't but Timpani and I just shook our heads.
I really hope she can realize what's happening.
Below are some pictures taken earlier.
Happy CNY readers:]
I'm sure may of my friends are out for visiting by late morning.
As for me, it's still the same.
My family will usually go to my grandma's place in the evening.
So morning and afternoon is somehow a normal day for us.
Before heading to grandma's place, we went Kallang Mac again:]
An every year thing on the first day of CNY.
Well..actually it's because Timpani and me are rather fussy over the food being prepared.
So my parents will usually bring us to Mac so that we can at least grab a bite.
As for dinner, we had steamboat.(as usual again)
Didn't really eat much as the food was kind of common.
Yes..common as in Hong Kong, my aunts prepare nicer food.(oops!)
After dinner, Cous Vivian, Regina and Edwin played mahjong with Timpani.
(Sighs) As I don't know how to play mahjong, I went to chat with Cous Cadence.
I was still feeling hungry so I finished up the cake bought by my aunt mingli from Crystal Jade.
It was FANTASTIC!
I kept complaining to daddy as mummy forgotten to place order from there this year.:[
Cous Edwin was supposed to modify my PSP.
But due to some wireless problem, he had to do it another day.
My PSP is really dying.
Cous Vivian is getting slimmer but in the wrong way.
Yes..I foresee her being like me a few months back.
She starves herself almost everyday.
I told mummy and she talked to her.
She claims that she won't but Timpani and I just shook our heads.
I really hope she can realize what's happening.
Below are some pictures taken earlier.
Time to doll up:]
Random shot 1
Random shot 2
Playing with Daddy's cigarette
Tessa and Timapani(Tiffany actually..Btw, she's my older sister)
Mahjong in progress
Big uncle and me.
2nd uncle and me
Mummy and Cous edwin
Cous cadence
Cous Vivian
My face!!!:[
with the soft-toys.
Cous regina and me
Cous Edwin and Cous Vivian
Cous Edwin and me
Girls 2!
Labels: Day 1 CNY 09
YSunday, January 25, 2009' 23:54
It's really tough..
But I've got no choice..I need to learn to let go..
This feeling is bad and I seriously hate it.
It seems that we have drifted apart.
But still, thank you for everything. Thanks alot!
From now on, I'll not bugged you.
Sorry for being so annoying all this while..
You can now be free from everything:]
But I've got no choice..I need to learn to let go..
This feeling is bad and I seriously hate it.
It seems that we have drifted apart.
But still, thank you for everything. Thanks alot!
From now on, I'll not bugged you.
Sorry for being so annoying all this while..
You can now be free from everything:]
Y' 14:19
24/1 (Saturday)
Had my 2nd driving lesson at 9am. I was half awake as I slept for less than 4 hours.
The instructor taught me when to depress the clutch and how to brake:]
But I had to start the engine quite a few times as..Never mind..
Auto is really much easier I would say..No..Extremely easy!
Can't wait for the next lesson.. Luckily, Daddy taught me the basics before lesson.:]
Went Changi village for lunch. Daddy and Mummy enjoyed their food while I just watched them.
Didn't really have the appetite so they brought me to Kallang Mac for ice cream.(laughs)
Daddy and I had ice cream feast while mummy drank her cappucino:]
Had our reunion dinner cooked by mummy.
Oh ya..Benjamin gave us new year goodies again. Thanks!
A good future brother-in-law:) (laughs)
Waiting for the instructor's call..Look at my swollen eyes!
Had my 2nd driving lesson at 9am. I was half awake as I slept for less than 4 hours.
The instructor taught me when to depress the clutch and how to brake:]
But I had to start the engine quite a few times as..Never mind..
Auto is really much easier I would say..No..Extremely easy!
Can't wait for the next lesson.. Luckily, Daddy taught me the basics before lesson.:]
Went Changi village for lunch. Daddy and Mummy enjoyed their food while I just watched them.
Didn't really have the appetite so they brought me to Kallang Mac for ice cream.(laughs)
Daddy and I had ice cream feast while mummy drank her cappucino:]
Had our reunion dinner cooked by mummy.
Oh ya..Benjamin gave us new year goodies again. Thanks!
A good future brother-in-law:) (laughs)
Waiting for the instructor's call..Look at my swollen eyes!
Thank you future brother in law:]~~~~~~~
(25/1) Sunday
Gonna have reunion dinner with grandma and cousins.
Kind of reluctant to go..Hopefully Cous Vivian will reach earlier:]
Timpani doesn't allow me to go running later. ARRHGGHH!!!
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I'm trying my best to let go..
As time passes..I think it will fade away..
Fret not..I will not irritate you..
Thanks for everything.
Labels: 2nd driving lesson
YFriday, January 23, 2009' 22:04
Oh dear..Had a really bad dream last night.
Or maybe, it's a nightmare to me..Really scary....
I dreamt that I was pregnant!! Funny? Yes..but kind of scary.
The so called "atmosphere" in the dream was really weird. That's why I say it's a nightmare!
Once I woke up, I told mummy and Timpani about this nightmare.
They burst into laughter once they heard that.
Hopefully I'll have sweet dreams tonight.
Enough of all the weird dreams or maybe nightmares!
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Kind of hate Chinese New Year.
Find it really boring. And if there's visiting, I'll be very busy.
Hopefully Daddy will just stay at home and not visit his friends. (laughs)
Found the Chinese new year picture that Timpani and I took last year.
I am REALLY SHOCKED!
My face is like..EEEEWWWWWWW...
If I'm not wrong, I was 39kg at that time.
Oh no..severely underweight.
I rather have the chubby face now compared to that!
Just need to find an angle to make it less chubby when I take photos.
(I found that angle:] haha)
Since last year mummy did n't allow me to wear short sleeves and dress as I really looked like a skeleton. I shall wear them this year:]
Doing online shopping now. But NO NICE DRESSES AROUND!
Timpani went out with Benjamin.
Hopefully she'll be back with new clothes:]
Went running just now. I managed to finish 4 rounds in 36 minutes:)
I will RUN RUN RUN!!!
RELIEF STRESS!!
Lastly..NO MORE NIGHTMARES PLEASE!!
I've got no comments!
Or maybe, it's a nightmare to me..Really scary....
I dreamt that I was pregnant!! Funny? Yes..but kind of scary.
The so called "atmosphere" in the dream was really weird. That's why I say it's a nightmare!
Once I woke up, I told mummy and Timpani about this nightmare.
They burst into laughter once they heard that.
Hopefully I'll have sweet dreams tonight.
Enough of all the weird dreams or maybe nightmares!
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Kind of hate Chinese New Year.
Find it really boring. And if there's visiting, I'll be very busy.
Hopefully Daddy will just stay at home and not visit his friends. (laughs)
Found the Chinese new year picture that Timpani and I took last year.
I am REALLY SHOCKED!
My face is like..EEEEWWWWWWW...
If I'm not wrong, I was 39kg at that time.
Oh no..severely underweight.
I rather have the chubby face now compared to that!
Just need to find an angle to make it less chubby when I take photos.
(I found that angle:] haha)
Since last year mummy did n't allow me to wear short sleeves and dress as I really looked like a skeleton. I shall wear them this year:]
Doing online shopping now. But NO NICE DRESSES AROUND!
Timpani went out with Benjamin.
Hopefully she'll be back with new clothes:]
Went running just now. I managed to finish 4 rounds in 36 minutes:)
I will RUN RUN RUN!!!
RELIEF STRESS!!
Lastly..NO MORE NIGHTMARES PLEASE!!
I've got no comments!Labels: NIGHTMARE
YThursday, January 22, 2009' 21:45
FINALLY!! SP3 is offically over!
We had our presentation today and I'm happy to say that every thing went smoothly:]
Reached school at 9 for the preparation and the other groups have arrived too.
Went for lectures as usual BUT kept thinking of SP3 presentation.
I had butterflies in my tummy. Awww...Too nervous!
Everyone was so well-dressed:] Kept telling Valval she looks like a teacher. Hello Miss Tan!
I took a long time in deciding on what to wear the night before.
Mummy was so frustrated when I asked her to alter the pants that Aunt Vicki bought.
Just grab the white top to match with the pants I choose to prevent mummy from nagging.
I was so worried for the presentation.
Kept practicing and practicing till Big brother Howard told me to stop and relax.
But everything is now over:] We may not be the best group but I am still proud of it:]
S.T.A.N Chem Eng Pte Ltd.
The titles that we assigned. We sound so PROFESSIONAL!
SP3 is finally OVER!!
S.T.A.N :]
Executive Technician and Tessa
Chief engineer and Tessa
Director Sardi and Tessa
Big Brother Howard and me (he look so !!!)
Me and Valval:]
Eleen and Yawee
Me, Big Brother Howard, Sardi
Yawee and Shermaine. (wee's hair being messed up:])
Jasmine and Eleen
Yawee and me
The Tweety sign
Tweety and Sylvester
Shermaine and me:]
Shermaine and Jasmine
Shermaine and Eleen
Self-timer:]
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I found something new to play with in my new lappy.
WEB CAM!! I didn't know it works..Gonna use it wisely:]
Thank you Daddy for the lappy although it's not your fault entirely for the old lappy being down.
Nono..It's actually not his fault. Just that it contain some virus.
Shall keep it from him or he'll stop buying me things. (he will still buy me gifts right?)
Felt kind of weird these days.
I was ok with the word F.A.T for the past few months.
Accepted this word for quite some time and wasn't really affected by it when one says this.
But I felt terrible when Daddy said that to me yesterday.
I don't know whether he was just joking but I was really sad once he said it.
I was wondering whether I was fat.
Mummy scolded him. Timpani told him off that day too.
I didn't talk after that.
Don't even feel like eating.
He talked to me and asked me lots of questions.
I think he knows that the words affected me in some ways.
I just answered his questions and kept quiet.
This word will be heard soon. Yes..On CNY..
Just hate myself these days.
Think it's due to the expectations of myself again.
Feeling the pressure..Worrying about same stuffs again.
Come on tes..
Labels: presentation over
YMonday, January 19, 2009' 21:55
It was our performance today and I'm happy to say that everything went on well:] Sparring was not too bad although it was not so aggressive. Jas was warning me not to punch her face.(laughs) Shermaine did a great job as the president. Thumb up for her:] Being a president of the BQD isn't that easy. I'm really sad whenver I see her being stress up for schoolwork, BQD and the little girl that she's giving tuition to. I wanted to help her in BQD but sometimes I can't do anything cos I'm no longer in the commitee. Thank GOD our coaches are really good. Long ge and Shi Xiong Norman are so understanding especially. Always allowing us to put our studies first. Stay strong my dear Shermaine! The girls and I always be there for you:]
BQD 2009
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Exams are coming. Hopefully I can do well. I'm really tired. Very tired.
Decisions are yet to be made.
There're many things to be done.
I fear of all these things.
I fear that I will not succeed.
All these thoughts are in my mind now.
I'm still sleeping 3-4 hours per day.
Darling Peiyi has been there for me these days.
Thank you so much. I'll take your advice.
For so all this years, that sort of thing kept occurring.
Seems that I can't hide from it.
18 carat diamond won't come true.
no..1 or 0.1 carat will not come true.
Peiyi will know why..
That's all for now my dear readers.
Move on tessa..
Labels: Performance
YSunday, January 18, 2009' 19:50
16/1 (Friday)
Went to the doctor as usual and this time, my parents came along with me. Oh ya.. I'm going to be free on Fridays soon:] Rushed down to school to meet the rest before going for RS make-up tutorial. Wei Hao taught me how to play the racing game in my PSP. One word to describe me. HOPELESS!! (laughs)
Went to the doctor as usual and this time, my parents came along with me. Oh ya.. I'm going to be free on Fridays soon:] Rushed down to school to meet the rest before going for RS make-up tutorial. Wei Hao taught me how to play the racing game in my PSP. One word to describe me. HOPELESS!! (laughs)
Daddy was trying to copy Timpani's expression but...;]
The slim face...
The current chubby face of mine!!:] Daddy loves to pinch it!
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17/1 (Saturday)
Supposed to have my driving lesson today but postpone it due to gastric and menstrual cramp. Wanted to go for training in the afternoon but vomitted. Felt so bad as I let Shermaine down. (sighs)
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18/1 (Sunday)
First lesson of driving and I was extremely excited. The driving instructor taught me the basics like positioning the mirrors, explanation of the different gears. etc. I'm looking forward to the next lesson now. (laughs) But feel like switching to auto suddenly. Nono..must prove that I can do it:] Went running just now and I actually lost count of how many rounds I ran! (oh no..I'm having short term memory..) Presentation and reports are coming up. HELP ME!!! Cleared the wardrobe of bags earlier. I need more bags and clothes!!! Time for shopping after new year:]
Clearing some unwanted bags.
Arranging the bags..but still..:( I need more bags!
I love running these days;]
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I'm going to buy this perfume!! It's really nice..Sweet feeling..But i need to finish with the other 2 bottles of perfume first. (Sighs) It's ok..Shall buy it soon to pamper myself:] I've been such a good girl these days..(laughs) So Daddy please......:] Timpani prefers The Beat but I still prefer the one below. Or maybe I should buy Bvlgari Omnia Crystalline. A new product and it's about the same price as Burberry's Brit Sheer.
Bvlgari Omnia Crystalline
Labels: Hello:)
YFriday, January 16, 2009' 01:16
Sorry for the lack of updates. Was busy with reports and stuffs. SP report is finally done. All thanks to Sardi for his hard work:] Screwed up all the tests. Never mind, will mug even harder now. Went for training just now. It was superb. However, there are bruises all over my legs now due to the sparring. Got to wear jeans for the whole week now. :( Karche and Rave("boyfriend") came too:] The first thing that "boyfriend" said to me was " oh dear, you grew fatter!"
I gave him a few kicks right after what he said:] (laughs)
He is still the same, having so many"girlfriends" around. Karche has achieved her goals:] Congrats!
Before night class started, we went to mac as some need to complete the report. After Big brother Howard was done with his, he took my camera and took all the randome photos. He can be a good photographer:]
I gave him a few kicks right after what he said:] (laughs)
He is still the same, having so many"girlfriends" around. Karche has achieved her goals:] Congrats!
Before night class started, we went to mac as some need to complete the report. After Big brother Howard was done with his, he took my camera and took all the randome photos. He can be a good photographer:]
SP in progress
Taken by big brother
His masterpiece
Waiting..
Wanted to show how muscular we are but I was not satisified!:]
Now this is us:] Endless training!
Me, Karche, "boyfriend"
"boyfriend" and me:]
Karche and 'boyfriend"
She's gonna kill me if she sees this! (laughs)
Trying to make my face slimmer but failed:[
Chubby face of mine! (laughs)
But I don't give a damn. Chubby for my friends to pinch it:]
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I'm really glad to have darling Peiyi whenever I'm feeling down. She never fails to be there whenever I needed someone to turn to. Thank you so much. I'm trying my best not to be affected by it. I really feel so fortunate. Being loved by so many people around. I should learn to cherish it and so, I must learn to stay happy. Don't try to hurt tessa. Please.. I'm really tired.
Labels: Tata
YSaturday, January 10, 2009' 18:52
Hi all..
Firstly, I would like to apologise to everyone for giving you guys so much trouble.
I will be responsible for my actions and decisions.
Hopefully things can be settled as soon as possible.
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My PDL is finally done.
Gonna start my first lesson next week. This week is a hectic week.
Was involved in the open house yesterday.
10-1.30pm at the pilot plant. It was so quiet but when there were visitors, Alfi introduced them the equipments and a brief description of our course. As for me, I just stood there and smile:]
He is really a good speaker! Afterwhich, the next shift was up.As I need to go for my weekly check-up, I left at 1.15pm. Luckily Huat Leng and Joycelyn came early and Huat Leng took over my place while Alfi went to watch the show put up by Mr Kevin Roberts.
Went to apply for my PDL at Ubi. Saw Valval after alighting from the cab.
The waiting time wasn't long afterall.:]
Timpani and I ware arguing over cars. She likes Altis but I prefer bigger cars.
Oh no..Don't think we'll get a car soon if we have different preference.
I miss my cousins in Hong Kong:[
P.S: Hey Jas, I'm sorry for being unable to make time this week for training. I didn't know that things will turn out to be like this. It was a last minute thing. I hope you'll understand and forgive me. Thanks.
Labels: -
YThursday, January 08, 2009' 22:11
Don't worry my friends. I'm fine.
Common tests results are out. I am so disappointed with my results.
What went wrong? I was so confident after the tests. But why? What am I doing?
Tears welled up my eyes during maths lecture this afternoon. I thought I could stop but I just can't. Fred saw and he asked what's wrong. That's where Valval and the rest turned around.
During the short break, Valval came over to talk to me. I always feel so much better after talking to her whenever I'm feeling sad. It's been few days since I'd been feeling this way. I shouldn't have cried. But I just couldn't stop.
Where will I be after poly? Will I be able to make it to the University? If yes, will I be studying abroad? What happen to my results? I know I wasted the whole of last sem for being anorexic. My GPA went down. I want to achieve good grades this sem so that it will go back to the last time again. But with those results that I'm getting, I doubt it will happen.
Should I just give up my dream? What happened?
I'm feeling stress..I dare not tell anyone but I just can't take it anymore.
I can't sleep nowadays. An average of 4 hours a day. I think it's getting worse..
Tests and presentations are coming up really soon.
Submission of assignments will be in week 16. Will I be able to make it?
What should I do?
Labels: STRESS
YTuesday, January 06, 2009' 22:27
Worried.
I'm feeling the stress now.SP presentation, reports and tests. Not forgetting the decisons to be made. What should I do?
I'm really tired. Fell asleep during the short breaks in lectures. It's the first time I think. Sleeping at an average of 4 hours each day. This will last for 3 weeks at least. Oh no..
Sometimes I really wish that there's someone there for me. A shoulder for me to lie on when I'm tired. The girls are are busy with work and school. Mum and Dady are busy with other things. I just need to learn to be independent. This is life. Face it tes...
Labels: Worried
YSaturday, January 03, 2009' 23:33
Went to the gym with Kaiwei and Peiyi. :] Peiyi says she wanna join us for gym again. YEAH!! Catch up quite alot and not forgetting, GOSSIPS!!!(laughs)
My parents are back!!! Yes..Daddy is back! He really surprised me:] Mummy called me yesterday and told me that Daddy will be taking the 2pm flight from Hong Kong back to Singapore. As his air tickets are somehow special, he took the earlier flight whereas mummy took the flight at 4pm. Did all the chores before going to the airport. My hands are so rough and dry now. Never mind..Cos Aunt Doris gave me those hand cream from Canada:] Yes..Most of the things in the few luggages are for Timpani and me:] Alright..Shall let the pictures do the talking:]
The poster showing the match Cousin Winston and Wilbert are playing in
Cousin Winston on the papers:]
Grandma bought this specially for me:] Called Put zai gao..My all-time favorite
Enjoying..
Dried apricots from Canada (From Aunt Sonia)
From mummy
From Aunt Sera
From Aunt Veronica (too bad I can't eat them:[, shall give them to Timpani)
From Granduncle
From DADDY!!( Timpani is so jealous..(laughs))
From Aunt Vicki
From Aunt Vicki once again:]
Labels: back
YFriday, January 02, 2009' 17:36
I PASSED MY BTT!!!
Although everyone says that it is common sense and but to Tessa, it is like an exam.
Daddy and Timpani thinks that Ill take 10 years to get my license and Timpani thins that I need to retake a few times in order to pass my BTT. Can't wat for my ftt to come and then the practical:] I'm sick of public transport sometimes. Hopefully Daddy will remember those words that he said a few months back. To buy a car only when I get my license. (laughs)
VALVAL, THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THE WEBBY:]
YThursday, January 01, 2009' 21:05
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!
The first day of year 2009. How are you spending this day? Well..I think I'll be staying at home in the afternoon and out in the evening.
Thank GOD I made the right choice of staying at home last night. I had gastric and vomited. Felt so bad but didn't call mummy to tell her about it as I didn't want her to worry since she's having fun playing mahjong with my Aunts over at the house in Hong Kong. I can take good care of myself:]
My new year resolutions? (laughs) I admit I'm greedy but hopefully all of them can come true.
Thank GOD I made the right choice of staying at home last night. I had gastric and vomited. Felt so bad but didn't call mummy to tell her about it as I didn't want her to worry since she's having fun playing mahjong with my Aunts over at the house in Hong Kong. I can take good care of myself:]
My new year resolutions? (laughs) I admit I'm greedy but hopefully all of them can come true.
- GOOD RESULTS
- Stay healthy
- Driving License
- Car
- Going for a long holiday
6. Stop being gullible
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Well, that's about all I guess.. 2008 is not a good year for me. I'm happy that I'm able to pull through those days. Yes..Thinking back now, I almost lost my life. How selfish I was! However, I realised that I actually had so many friends who cared for me. I'm really blessed! Will never fall back again. 2009 is the year where I'm going to do my best and hopefully I'll be able to complete my studies and move on to the local university. Although I really want to study abroad, I think I should put myself in the other's shoes. I don't want my dad to be working so hard just to pay off my fees and expenses there. He told me not to worry but still, it is unfair as Timpani paid for her own school fees. I'd made him worried for the whole of last year and he had spent so much money on me being to said my medical bills and all my wants. If I choose to study in local University or work right after graduating from poly before proceeding to study abroad, I think he can retire at the age that he wanted all this while. That's why everyone said that I'm being spoilt by my Dad. As compared to my sister Timpani, he gives me everything that I want. I talk to him like a friend and sometimes calls him by his name but he'll never shout at me. Instead, he jokes with me. He made trips back from Shanghai to Singapore almost once every 2 months last year as I was sick. In the recent picture that Aunt Sera sent me, I just realised that daddy had grew older as compared to the last time when he came back.
Tessa has grown up. I will turn 19 in 10 months time. No longer the little girl who relies on mummy. I'll be more self-reliant. Let fate decide on my my future partner. Shall not have high hopes on "it" now. Moreover, Tessa is being love by so many people around. Thank you so much my friends! :]
Labels: 1st day of 2009
