Tessa:)

YSaturday, March 28, 2009' 21:56

Ok..I made empty promises again.
I sincerely apologize for not updating.
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I went for a "QUIT SMOKING"workshop a few days back.
The harmful effects smoking is really scary.
I was so worried for Daddy and my friends who smoke.
Not only it affects the lungs and the heart,
it affects other organs in the body too.
I'll upload the picture of the poster that I took.
It's difficult for one to quit smoking.
We can't stop them.
Instead, encourage them to limit the number of puffs.
Decrease the number each day till one day, it'll be zero.
I know it's very difficult.
Especially like Daddy who smokes daily over 25 years.
I do hope he will understand and try to quit smoking.

Me, the doctor, My boss
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I really love the gym these days!!
Like just now, I wanted to stay longer but i can't..
Cous Vivian was right,
I need to overcome the thoughts before history repeats.

I miss my girls so much.

How are you girls doing?

EREBUS 5!! When will be the next meet-up?

KENNETH!!!I miss your jokes!!(laughs)

YSunday, March 22, 2009' 22:59

Had driving lesson this morning.
I am really screwed by it.
No longer do I find it fun.
I'm taking it very seriously.
I need to treat it like how I do my exams.
Parallel Parking isn't easy afterall.

Went for breakfast at coffeebean this morning.
This time, together with mummy.
Enjoyable I would say.

I really don't know what to say now.
I think I'm falling back.
I find my actions being similar to the last time.
I am trying to stop and I hope I can.
What causes all this?
There's still no answer to it......................

Pictures will be up in the next post.
Something is wrong with my lappy.
Sorry peeps.

YWednesday, March 18, 2009' 22:22

Hi there:]

Below are some pictures that I promised.
I must use my camera wisely!(laughs)
Ok..results are out.
I will just say I'm VERY DISAPPOINTED!
Guess you guys will know why:[

DOG DOG!!!

not paying attention,,

Something is wrong with me.
Kept vomiting after eating.
Oh no..

YSunday, March 15, 2009' 17:28

Hi peeps!
Sorry for not updating.
Was really busy for the whole week.
Had my driving earlier this morning.
It was my 6th lesson.
But yet, the engine still stall.
Traffic light turns amber and I speed up to rush through that junction.
My instructor was shouting "BRAKE!!".
Of course, I did what he said.
Phew...
The rest of the lesson was quite ok as I drive at a super slow speed.
The cars at the back of me were like taking over one by one.
My instructor was like laughing..
I hope that the next lesson will be better.
Alright..

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Don't really feel good now.
Went on the weighing machine just now.
I gain alot of weight
or maybe back to my old weight before dieting.
I NEED TO LOSE WEIGHT!!!
DIETING shall begin NOW!!
Everyone told me I don't look fat.
They told me I look perfectly fine.
Guess I still can't get over it.
Maybe it's because I feel really lonely these days.
I miss the girls.
It's been a long time since I last talk to them.
I thank Ivan for those sudden messages which woke me up from my stupid thoughts.
Thanks brother.
I haven't been shopping for a long time.
I miss going for tea with Karche(Elsie)
BQD outing..
Precious's ( Peiluan) sweet voice ..
Norman's words..
Everything of BQD..
I feel like I'm alone now.
Yes..Cousin Vivian is there..
But I feel so weird now.
Seems that I've drifted apart from everyone.
What should I do?
I swear not to fall back.
But maybe I should.
I think I'm overweight.
Oh no..
Am I?
Will upload those pictures that I took in the next post.
Stay tune..

YMonday, March 09, 2009' 22:40

Hey there..here to upload the pictures taken.
Grandma was really good to make the tapioca cake for me as she knows that I love it.
But it's kind of too big and I'm kind of sick of it.
Uncle Richard and I baked the sponge cake last night.
I must say it's really GOOD!!
Delicious:]
Had sandwiches and salad for dinner today.
Once again, I vomited.
Oh no..
Feeling so uncomfortable now..
Aarrgghhh!!

Tapioca cake that grandma baked for me:]

Walnut bread that cousin bought from carrefour

Random

Baking in progress:]

The cake is done!!

5th lesson of driving

I drove to the driving centre today:]

Did much much better than the previous lesson I think.

Just that I speed.(oops)

Can't blame me(as usual) as the 2 cars passed me were driving at high speed.

Therefore, I followed them.

On my way back, the instructor said something to me.

" If I'm one of your family members, I wouldn't want to sit in your car."

I laughed upon hearing this.

A cautious driver. (laughs)

YSaturday, March 07, 2009' 14:50

Hey there:] I'm back in Pasir Ris!
Went Raffles Place with Mummy today.
Had a good sleep last night.
Sweet dreams too. (smiles)
CONGRATS to darling Peiyi for doing well in her As..
Not forgetting Ivan too.

FAT FAT FAT..
That's the best word to describe me.
When was the last time I went to the gym?
When was the last time I went running?
It was a month ago.
Being hungry most of the time,
eating ice cream everyday.
Cakes and pastries,
they are so tempting.
So irresistible.
What should I do?

No pictures for today as I left my camera at my cousin's place.
Will upload them when I go back tomorrow.
Alright, time for gym.
See ya peeps:]

YTuesday, March 03, 2009' 20:09

Life at cous Vivian's place is no different from my own house.

Her place is like a 2nd home to me eversince young.

We talked and laughed so much everyday.

Last night, Jeffery called her out for supper and I tag along:]

Went to the Hong Kong cafe beside Katong Mall.

Headed to Kallang Mac afterwhich as Jeffery wanted to buy a drink.

But the trip there was so HILARIOUS!!

He was like "oh no..Should I turn left or right? CTE?"

Cous Vivian was his navigator and I was sitting there laughing.

As I was getting tired, I kept quiet when he drove us back.

Suddenly, he brake! and said" Haha..just to wake you up."