YSunday, April 26, 2009' 21:46
Enough of all..It's not that I don't want but it's such that I can't.
It's not my attitude that change.
I've been like this all these while.
All of you just kept insisting that I've changed.
but I DID NOT!
My plans are ruined.
Noone is to be blamed,
It's myself.
Don't ask me to try.
It's impossible to get it.
It's not that I don't want.
If I have the choice I wouldn't choose to go overseas.
Just speak your mind.
I tried explaining but it seems that you don't understand.
I am stubborn but not this time.
I flare up easily because of this.
Daddy listens and gives advice, respects my decision.
Yes..I know you were shocked when Aunt Vicki said that I'm sad.
YES I AM ALL THIS WHILE.
I know you want me to follow your words but I think it's not what I want right?
She listens to you and gets what she wants.
I don't get what I want.
Yes..all of you say I get everything.
Those presents and so.
Especially last year.
But somethings that I really want i just don't get.
18+ years of life.
I thank you for everything.
But can things be like what I planned all this while?
The answer is obvious..
NO.
I hate everything about me.
Why must things occur at such a time?
I think it's UNFAIR.
The only way to let it all out is to punch and kick hard.
That's why I decided to join hafiz and marcus on sunday at newton.
My work is NOT giving me any stress.
In fact, I'm much happier there.
DON"T plan for me.
DON"T spoil my plan.
Leave me alone.
I can't sleep well this few months. No, it's more than 6 months.
This question will still be there and I've no answer to it.
So let me solve it by myself.
Don't say I don't want to try.
Cos I know it's impossible!
IMPOSSIBLE!
YWednesday, April 15, 2009' 23:04
14/4 (Tuesday)
It was the girls meet-up session!:]
I wasNicol so happy to see Peiyi and Nicole.
Too bad Kaiwei can't join us.
Miss her so much.
The feeling was great when we met up....
I kept thinking of the past as usual:]
Of course, kept teasing Peiyi and Nicole.
Especially Nicole as she has her lover boy now.
Went to walk around and took those funny pictures in the toilet.
Plus, i realised that the best time to shop in orchard is on weekdays!
There is practically no crowd at all!
(Laughs)
Ok..Will update soon.
I'll try to make the next post wordy:]
It was the girls meet-up session!:]
I wasNicol so happy to see Peiyi and Nicole.
Too bad Kaiwei can't join us.
Miss her so much.
The feeling was great when we met up....
I kept thinking of the past as usual:]
Of course, kept teasing Peiyi and Nicole.
Especially Nicole as she has her lover boy now.
Went to walk around and took those funny pictures in the toilet.
Plus, i realised that the best time to shop in orchard is on weekdays!
There is practically no crowd at all!
(Laughs)
Ok..Will update soon.
I'll try to make the next post wordy:]
Nicole's pasta
My chicken salad
Peiyi and me:)
Tessa and Nicole
Don't you think Nicole looks like a Barbie doll??:]
Suppose to look spastic but..PEIYI!!
Oooo..
Ooooo..
Oooo...
Haha..
Beard
Calling her lover boy..(LAUGHS)
Random shot
We were not aware of her camera..
NICOLE!!!!
Daydreaming..
I just love them. (Including my dear KW:))
YSunday, April 12, 2009' 00:06
Seems that I am only updating my blog once a week.
This week is really short. Went to work for 2 days and back to school for another 2 days for NE. And I FINALLY managed to catch up with Valval and my brothers. I miss them so much during the holidays. Seems that I will not be seeing them for the next few months due to attachment. (sighs) Daddy will be going back Shanghai soon. (sad)
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I love Cous Vivian. She is really really nice!
She bought me something that I long wanted all this while. Thank you so much:]
( She's so much better than Timpani. Oops!)
The same thing took place again.
I was really disappointed with myself.
Cous Vivian scolded me and talk to me for more than 2 hours despite being tired.
I felt so guilty. Her mum suspects too.
But luckily Cous Vivian managed to cover up for me.
Don't worry, I promised her I wouldn't let it happen again.
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I miss Elsie, Peiluan and Norman..
Awwww..... My dear girls, I can't wait for our next meet-up:]
How are you guys doing?
Busy with work or studies?
~~~~~~~~~~
Here I come Muay Thai!
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I love Cous Vivian. She is really really nice!
She bought me something that I long wanted all this while. Thank you so much:]
( She's so much better than Timpani. Oops!)
The same thing took place again.
I was really disappointed with myself.
Cous Vivian scolded me and talk to me for more than 2 hours despite being tired.
I felt so guilty. Her mum suspects too.
But luckily Cous Vivian managed to cover up for me.
Don't worry, I promised her I wouldn't let it happen again.
~~~~~~~~~
I miss Elsie, Peiluan and Norman..
Awwww..... My dear girls, I can't wait for our next meet-up:]
How are you guys doing?
Busy with work or studies?
~~~~~~~~~~
Here I come Muay Thai!
YSunday, April 05, 2009' 21:49
Hey peeps..
Yes..I took more than a week to update.
My camera seems to be dying..
AWWW..
Anyways..
I went out after work on fri to catch the movie Shinjuku incident.
Quite a nice show..
It's been a LONG TIME since I last watch a movie.
Went for RoChor tauhuay after the movie.
As it was so crowded and Cous Vivian, Celine and me refused to sit at the place where cockroaches can be seen anytime while eating, called edward and jeffery to take away the tau huay instead and eat them in the car.
Jeffery fetch us home of course:]
Reached home at around 1++ in the morning.
It was a tired but yet enjoyable night.
He looks shock. (laughs)
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Didn't spend my weekends at Pasir Ris..
Will only be going back this thursday night.
Had driving yesterday.
I went down to Ubi instead as I need to get use to the test routes.
I almost got into an accident again.
But it wasn't my fault.
That car just speed and expected me to give way while I was turning right.
AND...
I can't differentiate left and right in Chinese.
Had a big scolding from Timpani because of this..(AARRRGGHH)
I really love shopping now!!!
I know I need to save but the clothes are so attractive!
and..I'm going to get my brit sheer:]
Went to meet Cous Vivian and her boyfriend in town just now.
The carrot cake at Cedele is SOOOO NICE!!
Plus, Cedele is now one of my favorite restaurants.
Their food has no trans fat.
A healthier choice:]
Shop around again after lunch
Had my favorite yoghurt at Yoghurt Place of course.
Yup..I'm going to LOSE WEIGHT!!:
Will try my best to control..
Stay tune peeps:]
Yes..I took more than a week to update.
My camera seems to be dying..
AWWW..
Anyways..
I went out after work on fri to catch the movie Shinjuku incident.
Quite a nice show..
It's been a LONG TIME since I last watch a movie.
Went for RoChor tauhuay after the movie.
As it was so crowded and Cous Vivian, Celine and me refused to sit at the place where cockroaches can be seen anytime while eating, called edward and jeffery to take away the tau huay instead and eat them in the car.
Jeffery fetch us home of course:]
Reached home at around 1++ in the morning.
It was a tired but yet enjoyable night.
He looks shock. (laughs)~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Didn't spend my weekends at Pasir Ris..
Will only be going back this thursday night.
Had driving yesterday.
I went down to Ubi instead as I need to get use to the test routes.
I almost got into an accident again.
But it wasn't my fault.
That car just speed and expected me to give way while I was turning right.
AND...
I can't differentiate left and right in Chinese.
Had a big scolding from Timpani because of this..(AARRRGGHH)
I really love shopping now!!!
I know I need to save but the clothes are so attractive!
and..I'm going to get my brit sheer:]
Went to meet Cous Vivian and her boyfriend in town just now.
The carrot cake at Cedele is SOOOO NICE!!
Plus, Cedele is now one of my favorite restaurants.
Their food has no trans fat.
A healthier choice:]
Shop around again after lunch
Had my favorite yoghurt at Yoghurt Place of course.
Yup..I'm going to LOSE WEIGHT!!:
Will try my best to control..
Stay tune peeps:]
New top.(yeah!)
my half eaten carrot cake for Cedele
I'm gonna buy this whole outfit from forever 21!
