Tessa:)

YThursday, October 29, 2009' 20:07

My Bvlgari perfume is finally here:]

All thanks to my dear Norman!

~~~~~

2nd week of school.

Lectures, tutorials and lab..

I need to focus.

Trying on Timpani's new specs:)

~~~~~

Ms Ho must be really disappointed with me.

But still, I thank her for replying and always being there despite being busy with her tests.

I'm sorry darling.

I've let you down once again.

I really want to move on, to lead a better life.

But it seems that I can't.

I tried my best.

No longer do I want to irritate my friends.

I believe they will be annoyed if I were to tell them what happened.

So I've decided to face all these by myself.

It's tough, but that's the best and being fair to everyone.

I somehow love drinking these days.

But not till being drunk.

I do want to be drunk one day.

Don't worry, I'm just curious.

Once again, I'm sorry Ms Ho.

I do hope you'll not be mad at me.

Thank you for those messages.

I felt so much better after reading them.

At least I know you girls will still be there.

YSaturday, October 24, 2009' 22:42

Friday 23/10

School ended early this week. But just for this week.

Headed for the in-line skating that I signed up with the company previously.

Fun. Fantastic!

And I'm so gonna buy my pair of roller-blades.

Must get them fast! (It has been a few years that I said I'm going to buy them.)

Thank goodness I can still remember how to blade.

It was really fun.

Another way to forget those unhappiness too:]

Joanne and Tessa

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How have you been doing Ms Ho?

Doing great?

What about the both of you, Nicole and Kaiwei?

I miss you girls..

I miss my Dad..

Smile Tessa;]

YThursday, October 22, 2009' 18:18

I feel like breaking down...

YSunday, October 18, 2009' 22:02

A really bad day.

I was so pissed with Mummy in the late morning.

They seem to disagree to my decisions.

I am not being selfish.

I believe Daddy would agree with me.

A new semester begins tomorrow.

Please let everything go smoothly.

Please control your thoughts Tessa!

YSaturday, October 17, 2009' 08:07

CONGRATULATIONS TO VALVAL!!!:]

I'm really happy for you my dear.

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MS HO PEIYI:)

I bet she's so gonna kill me if she reads this.

(MUHAHAHAHAH!!)

Sorry darling, I can't remember which are the pictures I took.

They seem the same in the folders!!

Will show them to you when I meet up with you soon alright:]

AND...

Exams are around the corner..

Don't be stress. (I know you can control)

You will do well.

Trust me:]

Ring me up soon!

I can't wait for your updates!

Taken by my camera? Or yours?

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Yesterday marks the end of my 8 months in the company.

Seriously, I don't want to leave.

But I need to as school is starting.

Nice people, wonderful moments, great experience.

Will I be able to find a job with such an environment in future?

I will miss them..

Definitely..

We had so much good time together..

Good food too:]

Drank so much last night..

My colleagues wanted to bring me out for a second round.

But I was dead tired so gave it a miss..

And they treated me 6 scoops of ice cream.

I know my maximum is 3 scoops nowadays.

But since it's my last day...

I shall just enjoy it:]

Wonderful moments!

I need new heels BADLY!!!

YTuesday, October 13, 2009' 21:10

I have my lovely girlfriends around.

A wonderful family.

Loving Cousin..

I shouldn't ask for more.

Maybe just for the things that I fell in love with these days?

(Laughs)

I feel stupid.

Don't ask me why.

And stop making me feel like a fool.

Thank you:)

~~~~~~~~~~~~

There're still so many things to be completed.

And why must I be free on those days where I'm supposed to be busy?

Especially over the weekends.

(Thinking)

And keep my fingers cross that Norman will be able to purchase the set of Bvlgari perfumes that I've been whining for after my return from Hong Kong.

AWWWWWW...

I MISS PRECIOUS AND GORGEOUS!

Not forgetting Mr NORMAN !

YSunday, October 11, 2009' 23:02

Final week of work.

School will start next week.

Will I meet people like them next time?

Just a random post.

No pictures but words in black.

I'm very grumpy these days.

Is it because of the sleeping hours?

Yes..

I'm not sleeping well.

My sleeping habits improved slightly a few weeks back but it got worse now.

I need sleeping pills.

I need them right now.

I'm currently listening to songs which are about 10 years old.

Don't ask me why..

~~~~~

My wants..Who can buy them for me?

Nope..

Like what I told Shermaine, I will control.

But there was a sudden urge for me to buy them.

And I'm going to text Norman later to get one of them later.

As for the rest,

I told Mummy about it. She kept quiet.

Keeping quiet = Considering.

Will tell Daddy about them too:]

I know I've been saying these all these while but...

Seriously, I feel so spoilt.

And I miss Daddy.

Training was good.

Enjoyed myself so much.

Trainings on Wednesdays will resume this week.

I guess I'll know what to do:]

* To Annie: Thank you my dear. I'll be strong and move on. Just like you:)

YThursday, October 08, 2009' 14:35

06/10/2009

A very special day to me:]

Great birthday messages from everyone.

Thank you people!

No celebration.

Just a simple dinner with my darling Peiyi.

We had so much to talk about:]

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07/10/2009

Went to meet the girls in orchard.

As usual, Jas never fails to make us laugh.

Oh ya..

I saw KENNETH!!!

The one who gives me wonderful memories in SRJC (Not forgetting Jeremy:))

Couldn't stop laughing when we greeted each other.

And I called up Jeremy, who could still remember my birthday. (Laughs)

Meet up soon alright?

And you will plan for it Kenneth!!! I know you're reading this! HAHA..

I wanted to buy my heels and flats but the sizes left were only 35 or 36.

ARRRGGGHHHH!!!!

Later in the night, we went to starbucks at PS:]

It was a wonderful chill out though.

Thank you girls!!

Let's go for *ahem* next time alright!

And I believe I'll enjoy myself.

HAHA!!!

Kenneth & Tessa

Jas & Tessa

What's wrong with Yawee? LOL..

This is better:)

Thank you girls!:]

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*I'll just wait for the next round. Not going to give up so easily. I'll keep trying and trying.. I'm not sad. Just disappointed. Don't worry.. I'm fine:] And Charles was really nice as he wanted to meet me for ice cream to cheer me up. Haha.. Thank you my dear friend:]

YMonday, October 05, 2009' 22:24

I'm rushing through this post so... here is goes:)

I bought myself a gift for my special day:]

Yes..

My pink boxing gloves.

HAHA!!!

Like finally:)

Matches my pink hand wrap.

WOW...

BUT I'm not a great fan of Pink.

Just that I love the pink gloves and handwrap. LOL..